I've Come To Terms.

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  1. Lauren7

    Lauren7 New Member

    This is something I wrote a couple years ago, when I was extremely depressed. Just a little look into my life.

    Life is a mess.
    Nothing but wrong.
    Everything a blur.
    It's just too long.
    If I had one wish
    It wouldn't come true.
    I know what I've done
    but still don't know what to do.
    Was it a mistake?
    or just a flaw?
    It keeps on coming
    the same old call.
    Now the time has come
    where I make a decision.
    There's too many choices,
    I only had one vision.
    And if morning never came,
    I wouldn't be sad,
    Just a little tear,
    to show that I was glad.

    Sometimes I feel like I'm your biggest disappointment
    but please lend an ear and listen to this announcement.
    I know it's true 'cause sometimes
    you can't get past me,
    for me to get to you.
    I said I'm sorry for the second to last time,
    these bad decisions you call them belong to me,
    but they're ALL NEW.
    If you could listen to what I have to say,
    I might decide to stick around for just one more day.
    But for now I've come to terms...

    I'm your biggest disappointment,
    you only help me until I fall down,
    where do I begin?
    I'm sorry.
    I'm so sorry.
    I'm so sick of the world around me
    and it's only getting worse.
    I've already began my countdown since my time of birth.
    They say it only gets better in time,
    the clocks on my side.
    I pray to God someday
    I found out that I was wrong and you were right,
    but for now I've come to terms...

    I'm your's, your biggest disappointment,
    you only help me until I fall face down,
    where do I begin?
    I'm sorry.
    I'm NOT sorry.
    I'm not giving into your request upon my life,
    you may think I've lost it,
    but I have yet to try.
    To upset,
    to even cry,
    to disappoint,
    to want to try.
    So let down everything,
    life's just a chance.
    A chance I may have blown...
    Sometimes I feel like I'm your
    BIGGEST DISAPPOINTMENT.



    Thanks for reading. :)
    -Lauren
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    hugs to you
     
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