Once upon a time, there was a man who called himself Zippy, sound familiar? It should. Anyway, Zippy was on youtube watching funny videos, so Zippy joined the forum of the people who made the funny videos (who happen to be Barats and Bereta, ever hear of them?). Moving on, Zippy met a girl online who was so cute and had an awesome personality, Zippy thought he fell in love, but he had to play it cool, he didn't think a girl so pretty would want such an eager guy. While Zippy spent more and more time on this forum, he decided to post some of his own videos (Yes, Zippy is a filmer, he is the founder of the film group called "Platinum"). After Zippy showed his funny videos and made some hilarious posts, the girl on this forum became interested in Zippy and added him on MSN and every once in a while they talked. Then one day, Zippy was in a MSN multi-person convo with all his best friends and some online acquaintances, so Zippy added the girl to the convo, everyone seemed to have gotten along great, everyone was having a good time. Days later, the girl talked to Zippy less and less. Come to find out Zippy's best friend (one of which was in the convo) and the girl have taken a liking to each other. Zippy didn't mind this at first, but later he became more and more jealous, so jealous that he started doing things he wouldn't normally do. Zippy's best friend and the girl noticed Zippy's actions and both found out that Zippy might have a crush on this girl, after Zippy realized his secret was let out, he had to come clean to both his best friend and the girl and everything worked out in the end, and everything was accepted, but in the end, the girl and the best friend were still liking each other. Even though Zippy told the truth about everything, he got even more jealous and depressed, so depressed that he couldn't eat, he couldn't sleep, he couldn't do ANYTHING, the depression was so bad that he thought death was the only way to cure it. Zippy couldn't handle anymore depression, even though he was an Agnostic/kind of Athiest, he prayed to Jesus to help take the pain away, Zippy would OFFER anything in the world to take the pain away and get over this girl. Even though Zippy was under depression, he saw more things more positively, and saw some things differently. All this new "positiveness" was good for a person, but no use since Zippy was still under depression. Zippy couldn't take it anymore, death might... Be... The only way to end this. On one night, Zippy was doing something he has almost never done before, cried, yes, he cried for maybe an hour, he felt everyone in the world's pain come to share the burden with him. Zippy cried to Jesus and God, "Please, see my tears, see my pain, I can't deal with his pain." As Zippy cried more, he prayed to Jesus to make sure his best friend and the girl would live the longest happiest lives together. Even though the best friend and girl liked each other, both of them did NOTHING to hurt Zippy, chances are, it was probably Zippy's fault. Zippy had the chance to tell the girl his feelings, but no, Zippy wanted to be "cool" and "calm" thinking the girl would be even more attracted to him, but that failed. Zippy later found that his best friend and the girl were CALLING EACH OTHER. Even though the girl lived in Canada and the friend lived in the U.S. Zippy thought he would be absolutely DEVASTATED by this! But alas, he wasn't, he was proud his friend finally found a lover. Remember how Zippy wished for the two to have happy lives? Well they found each other, and now they do. If I never existed, the two lovebirds never would've met. The best friend and the girl would only tell Zippy about this "love" stuff since Zippy was super trustable and easy to talk too. So you see, I brought two people to their happiness! But Zippy is still hurt from time to time, knowing that he may never find something for himself, maybe his depression would never go away, maybe death was the answer, Zippy has no choices left. He STILL keeps thinking about the best friend and girl. Zippy claims to not love the girl like a girlfriend, but more like a little sister now, but still, Zippy can't stop thinking of it and may never recover from these mortifying feelings in his body.