Don't bother saying things like "don't do it, you have lots to live for." well you have no idea how I was living. my life has been one disappointment after another. I realise that I make up a very short portion of the world. It doesn't matter if I keep living the world will keep turning if I die. I forgive all those who have hurt me in my pathtic life.The second I hit the submit button I will be dead, so don't bother posting I won't see them. I only ask God please forgive me. Thanks for all your help suicideforum I know you tried to help me but I was all ready dead from the inside there is no hope for me. goodbye and good luck to all of you, you were all friends in my book.