I am no longer planning for my future. I am hoping, sure, but I'm not expecting or planning for any of it.
Not today, or next week, or whatever. But one day, I will. It's inevitable. This pain is too great for me to carry on any more.
There's so many fucking feelings that I just can't take anymore. Self hatred beyond belief, I cannot stand myself. To make matters worse, I've fallen in love with my best friend and it's ripping me apart. The self hatred is way way worse, but this isnt fucking helping.
I am so so tired. Every little thing sends me into a spiral. This is the beginning of the end. I dont desire to live anymore
Not today, or next week, or whatever. But one day, I will. It's inevitable. This pain is too great for me to carry on any more.
There's so many fucking feelings that I just can't take anymore. Self hatred beyond belief, I cannot stand myself. To make matters worse, I've fallen in love with my best friend and it's ripping me apart. The self hatred is way way worse, but this isnt fucking helping.
I am so so tired. Every little thing sends me into a spiral. This is the beginning of the end. I dont desire to live anymore