I don't what just happened to me. The past 3 days have been absolute hell for me, I've felt worse than ever before. I was set on suicide, I thought there was no way out, I didn't see how I could ever get out of this...stop feeling like this... But just a few minutes ago I was laying in my bed thinking about dying. I've always wondered what it'd be like if I did follow through with it and how that would feel, but only now I have realised that it will be horrible and it's just not worth it...and I've also realised fully that I just can't do this to my family. I don't know what just happened to me...I was going to do it tonight, but now I don't think I am. It's like something in my brain clicked and now I see things differently. I don't want to die. I have realised that there are solutions to all my problems; they all require a lot of work and effort yes, but I can do it if I take it one step at a time... I think I want to fight for a life to live. Just had to get this out. Hope this helps someone out there who's feeling like there's no way out.