I've come to the conclusion, that I can't really envision life with a partner. I get to do everything my way, and I get to do everything I want, and I don't have to care about anyone but myself. I really don't give a fuck if the society thinks I'm wierd or I'm running from responsiblities(responsibilities according to whom ?). When you get married you give up a LOT. Every decision you make will have your partner's input as a backdrop. If you ignore your partner's wishes, the marriage will disintegrate. It will make my life such a hell because by nature I'm an extremely submissive person and people ride on me all the time. Anyhow, you give up several degrees of freedom when you get married. no two ways about that. You can't just get up and move to jump start your career in another city b/c you have to think about whether your partner can relocate etc. So many more examples I could give. Besides I'm already damaged goods(mentally) so why spoil some one else's life. It just doesn't seem right. I have seen my parent's mariage which is nothing more than a failure in reality. I don't consider my self worthy of a relationship.