I've decided

[InnerStrength]

I'm going to order a load of sleeping pills from an online drug store (too embaressing in the real world). And I will use them within the next week or two. Even a complete void is better than this hellhole!!!!

 

[InnerStrength]

God I can't take this. Every waking minute is torture!!

 

[Aegis2003]

Innerstrength, I´ve always wanted to commit suicide too, but before you do it,and if u want to, contact me and let us talk about it. I would like to help you in any way I can. Good luck


[email protected]

 

[Aegis2003]

If u are in the mood, take a look at the thread "Broke as fuck" to know sth more about me. You will see that we have similar problems.

 

[ybt]

sleeping pills won't do anything. all you'll do is sleep for a while, and then wake up

 

[InnerStrength]

Well then ybt, if sleeping pills won't do anything <mod edit-gentlelady-requesting methods>.

 

[ybt]

i'm not going to give out methods.

 

[lost_soul]

innerstrength, this is a pro life site. if you want methods you won't get any here, sorry. i've been thinking and wanting to for going on three decades. life sucks, but we are here for a reason.
if you want to talkto me on an individual basis, you can pm or msn me and we can discuss this further.
you need to reach for that inner strength that you have in order to want to live

 

[expressive_child]

Hey..

Please hang on ok..? You have been here for almost a year now. You have made it this far and its not worth to die now. You are a senior here and many others here wants to talk to you I am sure. No matter how bad you are feeling now, just hang on...

 

[White Dove]

sleeping pills won't do anything. all you'll do is sleep for a while, and then wake up

SLEEPING PILLS WILL...

THEY KILLED MARYLEN MONROE ( SPELLING ??? )

They almost killed me but i did not take enough...

 

[SweetApples]

sleeping pills won't do anything. all you'll do is sleep for a while, and then wake up

Wow if that isn't the most naive thing i've ever heard.....

Im assuming you took a bottle or so...well sleeping pills do kill if you take enough like White dove said. Dont fool yourself. Death, brain damage, damaged organs y'know.

Tho' it does have to be a copious amount.

 

[InnerStrength]

Well, I ordered the pills. Now I need to muster up the courage to go through with it. Not the dying part, but the possibility of an unsucessful attempt leading to yet more physical problems.

But I can't go on like this either. I feel so awkward and stupid around others. None of that confidence that would help out so much right now. Oh well, I guess not everyone gets what they need why should I be any different?