Okay, this is going to sound crazy, but here goes. I am in a different world than I was yesterday. I literally have no emotions now, except a sense of impending doom. I believe I am the only entity that exists. I dreamt it last night. I know how it feels to be the only conscious being in existence. Pure isolation. Pure fear and despair. I felt it. No one is familiar anymore. It's like I'm in a completely different realm. I honestly think this is hell, or I'm in an extremely vivid and horrible dream. It's either true, or I'm crazy. Because I 100% believe this. I feel like seeking help would be betrayal, I'll face that absolute fear unless I endure the suffering, it's like a test. I never heard of anyone with a delusion like this. It must all be true. It feels completely real.