I've finally accepted that my best friend is a drug addict. What am I going to do? We have been friends for 13 years. I didn't think it would end up this way. I almost lost her last night from an overdose of cocaine. I hate drugs. She called me looking for sympathy; I couldn't give it to her. Am I a monster? She will be going to rehab soon, if she goes through with it. Do you think this life threatening incident will truly make her stop? I can't handle going to a funeral right now. I need her to get better. Will she ever completely recover? It's only been a year since she started. She has lied, and betrayed me. She had been unreliable, and not cared about me. The thing is, my best friend is a follower. Her whole life she has done things to impress the guys that she likes. That's how the drugs started. Urgh, I don't know what to do. I want to be there for her, but I can't get past my anger. She's hurting me so much. She's pushing me away. Does she even love me? Does she even care about me?