Hey. Im new here. Im just desperatley looking for people to listen to me and for people to understand but no one does. My only friend is speaking to me less and less. Shes at school and we live in different time zones so its hard, but i feel like she doesnt care anymore. I dont care what happens to me now. Ive give up. Ive been clinging on to hope for so long. But now its gone. Its all gone. Nothing. Im so sad. So done with life. I dont know how much i can say on here without getting in trouble. But im ready to go now.