im going to leave my computer on.
open.
and im going to go and pretend to be okay and play pool.
but im not okay.
i told my psychaitrist today that i had a plan.
i even told him what it was.
and he didnt help me.
ive got an aching feeling in my eyes like i want to cry but just cant.
i hate this.
i wish i could say goodbye properly to people.
but i dont have the opportunity.
which is saddening.
but the world is better off without me polluting it.
im so sorry.
open.
and im going to go and pretend to be okay and play pool.
but im not okay.
i told my psychaitrist today that i had a plan.
i even told him what it was.
and he didnt help me.
ive got an aching feeling in my eyes like i want to cry but just cant.
i hate this.
i wish i could say goodbye properly to people.
but i dont have the opportunity.
which is saddening.
but the world is better off without me polluting it.
im so sorry.