i just can't go on and won't go on! ive sat in my room the past week doing sweet f*** all! hardly eating, today i've had 2 slices of toast and a cup of tea. i just want to go, if only the god damn pills weren't hidden! Off to shop tomorrow though to stock up - lol but my parents are home all day tomorrow and over weekend so what would happen if it fails and they try to take me to hospital, can you refuse to go?