battled...do i stick it out....do i give it up....the little horned devil on one shoulder and the angel on the other other.....well the devil is winning...so im giving up! I'm tired of fighting. Ih ave nothing left to give anymore. Live in fear most of the time. Night after night. nightmares are back! yeah what does that mean, they are only nightmares..yeah right! Urges to cut, that I give into are here to stay, and the urge to die is stronger than ever. Stressors , triggers, you name it , i got it! Tired of it all and just wanna quit it all. it would be different if it wasn't an everyday thing and what makes it worse is the friends I have made and talk to about I feel like I'm nothing but a burden to, i would name them, but that isn't fair to them at all. No point in that anyway is there. I'm done, simply put, I'm not worth anyone's time here in my life or here on this board, no replies are necessary..none are expected. I just know I don't want to go on living.