Hi, I'm new here I'm 22 and have honestly lost the desire to live anymore. My life is meaningless I have nothing to live for. I no longer want to live. At 17 I attempted suicide but unfortunately it didn't work. I see no future for myself anymore. I came across this site while looking up ways to kill myself that aren't painful because I'm such a coward i don't want it to hurt. At 22 my life is no where near what I expected it to be. I just want out. Why should I have to suffer the burden of making myself miserable anymore.