I don't have any long drawn out speech. Just that I've decided to commit suicide. I'm not sure when I'm going to do it, but it will be soon, next month most likely. I've gone for all the help I can, psychiatrists, therapists, etc.... They can't help me. I'm going to see my pdoc tommorrow for one last chance at meds. But I'm not holding out too much hope for it. Hopefully some of you will understand.