I've never cared so little...I'm scared

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Onslaughtismykarma, Apr 21, 2014.

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  1. Onslaughtismykarma

    Onslaughtismykarma New Member

    I am at a point where I don't care about being here anymore. I just don't. There's not drama to it as I've experienced in the past. That drama where you wrestle with the pain of being here against those that care for you and not wanting that pain for them. It's different now. I feel numb now, no drama. I don't care. I feel like I am made of lead. I want to stay in this bed and somehow shrink into nothingness. I am so sad
     
  2. soulreaper

    soulreaper Well-Known Member

    I think no drama is good for the ego, others wise we are flying high in lala land but it is nice to fly once in a while but then that would make us drama seeking attention seekers but we are what we are. sometimes being humble is not enough, we need that little kick in our step only drama can fill.
     
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