My entire life my family had no idea how I felt, that I was suicidal. I recently broke up with my girlfriend that I love with all my heart and I was feeling awful with a lot of urges to kill myself. Today I talked to my dad, and told him everything. We talked for may hours about my childhood, and everything that happened. It was a long teary eyed ordeal that left me feeling relieved. Even though I just went through a breakup, I have never in my life felt so peaceful and at ease as I do right now. I have no suicidal urges right now, and furthermore, I feel like I want to live. If all I needed this whole time was to talk to my family and hear them tell me that they love me I'm going to feel kind of silly.