I've never posted on a forum before

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by infj, Sep 19, 2012.

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  1. infj

    infj New Member

    I've never posted on a forum before. Today, I realized I was no longer afraid of death. How could I be afraid of death when my life was utter hell. It used to be my biggest fear - dying. I no longer fear it. I feel hopeless. I don't have energy for much of anything. I lost my job, my mortgage is due, I have no money, and my husband won't work. He treats me like dirt, and I feel like I don't have a voice. He is controlling and thinks he is always right, even when he is wrong. I want to divorce him, but don't feel like I have the energy for the fight. I am tired.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I think hun you need to leave the abusive relationship and find a different path for you. You held a job once you can find another job and move out into your own place and become y our own person without useless husband hugs
     
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