I've never wanted drugs more than ever

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by justMe7, Feb 19, 2013.

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  1. justMe7

    justMe7 Well-Known Member

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  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    What is going on Blakey? Concerned about you
  3. jimk

    jimk Staff Alumni

    Yes, Blake how you doing now???
  4. justMe7

    justMe7 Well-Known Member

    I'm doing much better thanks. Sorry, I would have deleted the thread. Spose it works for what it was, a pretty bad moment. Perhaps a relative flaw to dealing with things. Sometimes it's just so frustrating when this is all there is, and in those limits this is what I have to deal with. But in the end, this is my own creation, and something I have to deal with, espcially if I want more out of life.
    Sorry for the concern.
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Glad that you are doing better :)
  6. youRprecious!

    youRprecious! Antiquities Friend

    Are you SURE that "this is all there is" Blakey? Or maybe it's your choice of perception that this is all there is - just a suggestion, don't throw things at me :) :decision:
  7. justMe7

    justMe7 Well-Known Member

    @CocaCola - Ty :)

    I mean for myself, why else do you think I want a hit? No one can say what "everything is". Don't worry, I'm not holding an end of the world sign. When I say "this is all there is" it means as far as my perceptions, connections and abilities are concerned. My interaction in life. Not what life is, and especially not what life is for anyone or anything else is. That's all.
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