but I wanted to say hi. I'm Jason. I have been here for about 4 months, posting mostly in the 'games' threads. Recently, I went through a nasty divorce. She left me with everything to pay, so I'm kinda mad about that. And I have to pay child support for my 4 kids. I've been suicidal fairly steadily for the past year, making plans, etc. I attempted in May and failed. Now I just live day to day.