Its been a rough few months if im honest i thought i was passed all the stuff but i guess i really wasnt.. my wonderful boyfriend turned out to be not so wonderful.. i ended up back at square one with a controlling abusive boyfriend.. it last around 4 months when i deicided enough was enough.. the last time he beat me up.. i decided i was going to call the police, he spent 6 hours in the cell to be released and giving a caution... and this is meant to be justist right? Appuling! Things havent really got much better from there.. but ive met this amazing guy called shaun... he lives about 4hrs and 45mins away from me we havent personally met but we spend all day texting and have alot of phone calls between us, there isnt much he doesnt know about me anymore. I'm falling in love with him... i cant help it.... i just am.. his voice the way he makes me laugh or the stupid names he calls me like bambi and marshallmellow hes so caring and i know he feels the same for me we've talked about it a few times.. but because of life and its wonders we havent been able to get close.. I guess im just in a pickle again and some how just gliding through life attempting to keep my head above water... But any whos, How is everyone else?