But it's not like you think. See, my boyfriend gave me a little clip thingy that doctors and nurses wearing to pin their ID cards to them that have the little extendable cord, and I've taken to wrapping the cord tightly around my fingers when I'm stressed out or sad or mad or whatever. Well, my boyfriend noticed this and now he's trying to get me to stop doing it even though it keeps me from actually cutting. Tonight is the first night that it actually really hurt my fingers. He and I were driving home from town and I started thinking, 'Tomorrow is prom, and your dad won't even care enough to be there to see you off.' My dad lives right up the road from me, but the only time I really see him is when I'm getting money cause otherwise he'd be in trouble with the law for not supporting me. And I was thinking, 'My entire family is gonna be there to see me off, my sisters, my mother, my grandparents, my cousins, but he won't be there.' So I started wrapping the cord tightly around my fingers again and again, and now it really hurts. I just want Daddy to be there to see me.