I'm eight teen years old and over the past two years, I've stopped caring about everthing. I have no feelings for anyone, my family, friends, school work, even myself. I haven't done anything to harm myself, yet. I'm not depressed, I don't cry to myself or anyone else. I've, some how lost all emotion. I have no girlfriend or have I ever had one. All I usually do is set around playing Warcraft all day. I don't even know why I do that, normally I just want to lay down and stare at the cealing. I've been wanting to join the Marines, more-or-less as a suicide mission, hoping to die in combat. I've been wanting my meaningless life to end already, but I just don't know if I have the testicular fortitude to go through with it. Hopefully, someday, I'll snap out of this ridiculous state of mind. I don't know what's wrong with me, and I don't know how to fix it.