I've tried to fix this, I've called the docs and other helplines. I've taken the right meds but this doesnt fix anything. I've spoken to a friend tho he doesnt seem to think this is real. Heck i dont even think this is, just hoping one day to wake up someone else. I want out. I called and spoke to a wonderful lady who in fact did fill me with hope, but straight after it was gone as reality hit and once again my situation became clear, im in this alone. Im sick of this all and i hope through out the day i can find the strength and a reason to fade away.