i've wished

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by alightonahill, Mar 7, 2009.

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  1. that something could amount to this feeling
    any song, any movie, any person
    i wish someone was there for me. and didn't feel awkward, like they didn't know what to say, or didn't feel annoyed, like they've heard it before.
    now all i do is sit and feel absolutely alone.
    and worthless.
    it's kind of insurmountable pain.
    just pain.
    that you have no idea what to do with.
    you can cut, you can scream, you can smoke, you can drink
    but it's still right there.
    and pretty soon it takes all of your time, like a new hobby.
    you don't even want to talk to anyone anymore. you'd rather just ignore everybody.
    you can lose whatever you need to. you're not willing to fight for them anymore
    that's cool.

    I know I can't kill myself.
    But a life full of nothing, seems worse anyway.
    idk
     
  2. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    :hug: I'm around. :mad:
     
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