jan 2011 attempt

Discussion in 'After Effects' started by tatmark1, Jul 19, 2011.

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  1. tatmark1

    tatmark1 Member

    Jan 4 of this year I was in a drug rehab facility. the second day I was there i took a <mod edit - acy - methods> myself. even with me on suicide watch i managed to <mod edit - acy - methods> 30 minutes.I was in a coma for a week after and in the hospital for a month.
    Now I am at the point in my life that I dont know what to do next. I am pretty lucky to be alive they say. but at times I question that
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  2. Acy

    Acy Mama Bear - TLC, Common Sense Staff Member Safety & Support

    I'm sorry to hear what happened. I have a feeling that whatever led to your attempt took longer than a few months to develop - it will take some time until you feel back to your old self, too.

    When we're depressed, we have to find things that we can do that bring us even a small pinch of pleasure. Then in the moments that we doubt things can be good, we can think of the things we DO like/enjoy. I wish I could be more helpful.

    Thinking of you.
  3. tatmark1

    tatmark1 Member

    yes it did take alot to build up to what happened. I wonder alot of why I was spared or offered a second chance.

    I did die while I the hospital but they managed to bring me back
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