i know you must be tired of reading my posts because, ialways talk about the facking same feelings, so i´ll understand if this thread hasn´t replys, it´s ok. i just wanted to say i´m drunk again and that i miss work again(tomorrow will be 3 weeks without going) what the hell, i´m thinking about hurting myself at every second of the day and i liiiike it, i see my scars and i just want to make some more, i want to die as you may know, and i think about it every second and it´s ok. i felt so happy today that i think my brain has to nivelate things. lol i dunno what to do but keep drinking, and i knoiw i won´t go to work tomorrow. i am so sick. i feel like the whole world must dissapear but that won´t happend so i´m the one who must dissapear. yeahp don´t take my words seriously i´m too drunk to think about anything, or is just that i can see things how they really are?. you know what is after this life there´s nothing but worms, yeahp we all are gonna be eaten by those little bugs that we hate so much.
pain is what we all have and my pain is drawned now by delicious beer. and later it will be ended by wounds and who knows may be someday, my pain ends for good(when i stop being a coward)
pain is what we all have and my pain is drawned now by delicious beer. and later it will be ended by wounds and who knows may be someday, my pain ends for good(when i stop being a coward)