That's the date I've chosen. The anniversary of the day my youngest daughter died, in her sleep, of SIDS. Now--someone did ask me to share why I feel the way I do about myself. Well, I started a thread about the things that are depressing me, in the "Let it all out" forum. That was two days ago. So far, 24 views, but the only response has been my own, which was part two of the series. And no, I'm not posting in the subforums where others *cannot* reply. Others who have posted where I posted are getting responses. Any time I pour my heart out in a support forum, and get no replies, it leaves me thinking nobody freaking cares and I should have just kept quiet about it.