I'm jealous of people who have friends. Someone to hug and cry with at the end of the year. i have what, 5 people that actually want to talk to me? fucking bullshit people at school feed me. "i'll miss you" and they walk off and never talk to me again. i'm sick of people that pretend to be my best friend. i want someone real, someone who'll be there for me through everything. i don't have that someone.