I feel like two different people right now. I've got so much going on, good and bad and I don't know where my heads at. One minute I'm really excited and happy, and then the next I'm almost in tears and feeling very down in the dumps. I guess I just don't know if I'm coming or going, going through a lot of change so I'm bound to be a bit unsettled. I just hope it doesn't escalate out of control and I end up having an episode.