Well, thanks a ton! @johnDoen --(though, I don't know that I am worthy & deserving of such praise?) 
I really do think that you are the man! : ) Yes, yes - I do... :^) Now, at your position and place in Life, I can only shudder to think of how & where I was; what I was doing & etc. But I was certainly no where near as deep a thinker, nor well spoken, and versed in crafting such well composed 'thoughts,' & then setting them (down) "pen to paper~!" So, bravo-
Also, I hope you're able to tackle or take on the art of Drawing again! I think that-that would be incredible, particularly since it is already an acquired skill: or one in which you've already taken the trouble to learn & develop. So, therefore, as you suggest (for obvious practical reasons) it may take a minute to 'get back in it,' I think that once you do -- you'll be incredibly happy and thankful that you did! Just take it slow, don't push it, and let things come (back) to you naturally; or organically.
I think it was a little over a year ago (Nov) when I'd picked up the guitar again for the first time in a bout ~a year and a half- And, as expected (for this was hardly 'the first!') it was a little slow going // walk before you run, kind-of-a-thing; but then. . . before you know it? Like "magic," (or something, Maybe!) it's suddenly rushing back into your system and coursing through your soul & your veins in such a way that almost breathes new life into you. I think this began to occur around weeks 3-4! And so then, by the Holidays~ I'd say, anyway...
I had started to hit my groove: and then enter into a "prime," so to speak of playing/performing (for myself) that extended and only got better up until / and to, or through--the Spring & then Summer. Before peaking sometime therein, and then falling (or beginning to) back down to Earth somewhere around the Fall. It now sounds not very terribly good, or great to my ear; but that just may be that I need a little break, or something - as things may have begun to "stale?" I don't know! But my point is that this progression, or something similar can and will most likely happen to or for you, as well. If you just let it. . : )
You know, as sad as it is, and as hard as it may be to believe, I have never even seen Alladin? Though i believe we played the song in high school band (I could be wrong, there were so many simliar or like it, I think--from around that time!). . . :^) I wish I had, and probably could/should/or will~ at some point in the future as I find him (Mr Williams) to be a tremendous talent, that is both extraordinary AND rare- ;^)
If I can ask -& you may feel no pressure to respond (by any means, ok?)... but just curious, as to who it would be, that you'd like to bring back to life (if you could?).
It's also "Okay," to not necessarily always know what kind of help you'll need at a given moment, or in a given time. And MOST PEOPLE - Don't Love 'change~!' ; ) so, don't sweat it.. I'd say this in fact makes you quite rather "normal," in my book! 
Funny story, in elementary school during the like late '80s, our teacher, who was on the older side, butch hair cut, sounded like a drill sergeant; but only with a warm heart seemingly filled with gold. . . Would always shout very distinct phrases at us, that would only reveal their humor to us years later (as we were to young to comprehend, or understand!). But one was: "You HIPPIE- from the '60s!!!" Keep in mind this was the '80s. And we were all like Ten!
I really do think that you are the man! : ) Yes, yes - I do... :^) Now, at your position and place in Life, I can only shudder to think of how & where I was; what I was doing & etc. But I was certainly no where near as deep a thinker, nor well spoken, and versed in crafting such well composed 'thoughts,' & then setting them (down) "pen to paper~!" So, bravo-
Also, I hope you're able to tackle or take on the art of Drawing again! I think that-that would be incredible, particularly since it is already an acquired skill: or one in which you've already taken the trouble to learn & develop. So, therefore, as you suggest (for obvious practical reasons) it may take a minute to 'get back in it,' I think that once you do -- you'll be incredibly happy and thankful that you did! Just take it slow, don't push it, and let things come (back) to you naturally; or organically.
I think it was a little over a year ago (Nov) when I'd picked up the guitar again for the first time in a bout ~a year and a half- And, as expected (for this was hardly 'the first!') it was a little slow going // walk before you run, kind-of-a-thing; but then. . . before you know it? Like "magic," (or something, Maybe!) it's suddenly rushing back into your system and coursing through your soul & your veins in such a way that almost breathes new life into you. I think this began to occur around weeks 3-4! And so then, by the Holidays~ I'd say, anyway...
I had started to hit my groove: and then enter into a "prime," so to speak of playing/performing (for myself) that extended and only got better up until / and to, or through--the Spring & then Summer. Before peaking sometime therein, and then falling (or beginning to) back down to Earth somewhere around the Fall. It now sounds not very terribly good, or great to my ear; but that just may be that I need a little break, or something - as things may have begun to "stale?" I don't know!
But my point is that this progression, or something similar can and will most likely happen to or for you, as well. If you just let it. . : )You know, as sad as it is, and as hard as it may be to believe, I have never even seen Alladin? Though i believe we played the song in high school band (I could be wrong, there were so many simliar or like it, I think--from around that time!). . . :^) I wish I had, and probably could/should/or will~ at some point in the future as I find him (Mr Williams) to be a tremendous talent, that is both extraordinary AND rare- ;^)
If I can ask -& you may feel no pressure to respond (by any means, ok?)... but just curious, as to who it would be, that you'd like to bring back to life (if you could?).
It's also "Okay," to not necessarily always know what kind of help you'll need at a given moment, or in a given time. And MOST PEOPLE - Don't Love 'change~!' ; ) so, don't sweat it..
I'd say this in fact makes you quite rather "normal," in my book! Funny story, in elementary school during the like late '80s, our teacher, who was on the older side, butch hair cut, sounded like a drill sergeant; but only with a warm heart seemingly filled with gold. . . Would always shout very distinct phrases at us, that would only reveal their humor to us years later (as we were to young to comprehend, or understand!). But one was: "You HIPPIE- from the '60s!!!"
Keep in mind this was the '80s. And we were all like Ten!
I guess it's just my personality. I'm quite reserved, careful and serious in real life. That influence my typing, as I want my words to be as clear as possible. It's like a habit of avoiding mistakes at all cost. Then, English is not my native language so it takes longer to type out my thoughts.
I hope you can get back to guitar as soon as you want.
I want to bring back everyone who committed suicide, if possible somehow without causing any troubles. It's just that I think of Robin Williams in that genie question.