I accept and face bipolar everyday. Now, I work in a group home. I learned today that not just one, but 2 ppl there have problems with me. It made me start thinking of suicide again. I have not thought of it in 6 years. I am stable on meds. I missed 2 days though and little sleep. shit. oo: help. too tired, going to sleep now too. No one cares anyhow.