Jose . 8-31-2010

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by jxdama, Sep 3, 2010.

  1. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    its been a long journey. i thought once before he had gone. i love him so much. i am planning to go to the creek where he died.
     
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  2. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    I'm so sorry....I know how much it hurts...
    please take care.....
    we are here for you
     
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  3. flowingriver

    flowingriver Well-Known Member

    What happened. Was he on here?
    My condolences.:hugtackles:
     
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  4. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    he was readytoctb on here. a great man.
     
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  5. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    Hey, I don't think we should post his last name here...just my opinion...i'm just not certain about it...
    it's important to remember him here and grieve together, but out of respect for his daughter, his family, i'm not sure having his last name posted is good. Maybe it is ok if this is the members only section.

    XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXxx

    I'm so sorry...sorry i just didn't know what to do for you fellow. ...and Joel, i love you too. ***tears***
     
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  6. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    Re: Jose 8-31-2010

    i am beyond any help now. joel awaits.
     
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  7. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    Re: Jose 8-31-2010

    please don't do anything while in the early stages of your grief....give yourself time to get through this .....and you can
    Get some more help, grief therapy helps me maybe could help you to...
    the grief and pain you feel from the loss of Joel you will leave behind for your friends and family to bear if you go....
    I know you won't want that....
    we are here for you...
     
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  8. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    John, i want you to keep talking here. I don't want you to do anything...i want you to keep talking right here. You need to focus on staying right here buddy okay?

    Listen, I know factually, that Joel doesn't want you to be where he is. He told me this. I showed you what he wrote, if you will remember. He wants you to be okay.

    We need to do something...we need to remember our friend. We need to do something healthy. We don't ever want him to be forgotten. ***tears***

    We will figure something out John...***hugs***

    ***tears***

    I love you fellow...Joel loves you too.

    ugh...i can't help but remember the music he picked out :sad:
     
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  9. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    John, how are you feeling today? Can you tell us what is going on inside your head and heart? Please?

    ***hugs*** for you my friend.
     
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  10. VonBlown

    VonBlown Well-Known Member

    Silent waters run quick and deep, for all of those that we might seek. Don't lose yourself in a great divide, while trying to find the other side. For all the pony soldiers and their swift horses. Make not haste in less then small forces. And as great as that might seem, there's nothing less than if it's a dream.
     
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  11. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support


    nothing is in my heart.
     
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  12. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    Hold on ok...being a 'suicide survivor' is crap I know....
    here if you need to talk..
     
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  13. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    I really don't want to ask this, but it would be rather important to me. Is it possible to move this to a private members only area? Please?

    John? Would this be okay with you, if we move this to a members only section? I would be ever so grateful.

    **hugs**
     
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  14. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    The reason i'm asking if we can move this is due to serious confidentiality issues. I can explain privately. xxxxxxxx

    How you holding up today John?
    Need you to stay with us.
    I wish you could talk to us.
    :hug:
     
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  15. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    thats fine with me.
     
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  16. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    Re: Jose 8-31-2010

    How you doing today?
     
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  17. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Re: Jose joel. 8-31-2010

    Moved here, to a members-only section. Hope this is okay.
     
  18. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    Re: Jose joel. 8-31-2010

    i must join joel
     
  19. 41021

    41021 Banned Member

    Re: Jose joel. 8-31-2010

    Hey John,
    No. No. :no:

    You cannot sweetheart...No.

    hey, I have a major event going on today...i'll check in here and there as i can. Please do not do anything John, please? :hug:

    Joel does NOT want you to join him. I know this for a fact, John. He told me he did not want you to join him. He told me more than once.

    John, please...I could not bear it. My heart could not bear it. please?

    xxxxxx

    I will be back in a bit to check on you, sweetie. please keep talking...xxxxxxx
     
  20. Joey's sister

    Joey's sister Member

    Re: Jose joel. 8-31-2010

    John, I don't know you, but I can see that others here do, and that they really do care for you. I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss. When I lost my brother, my best friend in this world, two months ago, I was also where you are now. The grief is too great to bear and it convinces you that you can't live through it. That is a lie! There is always help, always a way out, and always hope for healing. While I am still hurting now, I am no where near where I was when I first lost Joey. Please hang in and hold on. I hope that you stay with us.