Sorry that I haven't been on here too much this month. July 2021 was a real struggle with depression. I did not stop working out, and it's been the best thing I have done all month. But I struggled too. Felt burnt out and sometimes just not as passionate as I'd like to be.
That said, I've been having some great gains in terms of weight lifting. Slowly by surely getting into higher numbers (not super high, but I got about 50 lbs over my head the other day and it felt really good). I'll continue this in August, and will do my best to be more diligent.
My diet is going well too. When I say diet, I'm eating MORE and I've stopped having dizzy spells, my fingernails are growing like mad and I have a lot more energy. The amount of food I"m eating is daunting, even though it's not that much more. My nutritionist said changing my mindset will take some time. She told me not to track my food with an app, because I started too and am already obsessed with calories/macros, etc. She said she just wants me to eat clean food in specific portions, and learn to be OK with it. So, that's what I'm working towards.
Not seeing a huge transformation in my body makeup, but I'm just starting. I do see little changes though and it's kind of cool. My shoulders are looking lean and like they never have before. I have biceps!
I also bought a weight bench and have a 35lb barbell coming. Next up, a squat rack! haha I"m obsessed. My home gym is tiny but it will be my sanctuary and I can't wait.
So, this aspect of my life has been good, even if the rest really went downhill and hard and fast. But I'm hanging in there. Hope everyone is OK. Thanks for letting me do this every month.