I did my test today for a spot in a course I want to do. If I get in and do it well I have a good chance to get a job off the bat. Its technical shit so they had a logical test and an interview. I was so nervous before hand but I feel like I did over my expectations. I think I got in but I will have to wait a little longer before I know for sure. The interview went well too, I was trying to be honest and askt a few questions myself. After it was a big relief I called everyone I know telling about it and then crashed in my bed exhausted. I just wish I had someone to be with right now to share this with. I feel a bit alone, my best friend is having QT with his girl that just got home from a tripp. I think I am starting to miss having someone to love and cuddle with myself. It have been 5 or 6 years. I just hope that if love hits me, I will be ready. I am restarting my life. Taking vitamins and Omega3 and working on to getting a decent sleep and eating habit. This is all so new, I just freaking made a turnaround. I Just hope I am not going to fast and crash and burn.