I have a ridiculous crush on my flatmate. She's nothing like me. I disagree with her on everything: politics, entertainment, school, work, everything. But I find myself attracted to her. Anyhow, I had a dream where I was standing with a good friend who was very similar to me. A close friend of similar looks and personality. This guy was going around with me. He was a confidant. Then He saw M__, the flatmate, and the two of them got together and left me alone. I was really pissed off. Jealous that this friend was with M__ after learning how much I liked her, and really annoyed at the roommate for being so callus towards me. It's interesting because in my waking life I internalize stress and frustration; whatever the problem, it quickly becomes my fault; no matter how superficial the problem is in reality, it becomes a core issue. I can't get angry at anyone except in my dreams.