I'm 15 and I've been looking around these forums for sometime.. I'm absolutely terrified.. A few minutes ago I remember getting my school belt and wrapping it around the stairs banister, pretty tight. I put my head inbetween and just had my neck gently suspended.. It only seemed like I was there for a few seconds, things went black and all I remember is waking up to a VERY loud motor noise in my ears, my mouth and body was tingling all over, I started panicking and I thought I was dead or something.. It was really horrible :sad: The thing is, in my sub conscience (sp) I didn't really want to kill myself. I feel really sick now.. With bright red marks around my neck, any idea when they'll go?