I don't know if you guys do this, but I act like I'm writing notes to these people that piss me off or make me feel upset. Of course, I never send them, but always helps my feelings and helps calm some adrenaline. Here are my latest ones: Madison: I really do fucking hate you after all that shit you unwittingly put me through. I wish you would fucking die so I wouldn’t have to luck at your self. You make me suffer and you don’t know it. I can’t wait until the school year ends, if I can make it there without fucking killing myself, so I won’t have to think or look at you anymore. Goddammit! You have no fucking idea about this but every time I look at you I really want to commit suicide. I hate that I am your stalker and I hate that I love you. Mom: Now onto you, I can’t stand the way you fucking say everything will be better, then none of it is! I am tired of all the shit that you continuously tell me! You knew I tried to hang myself a month ago, and you do the right goddamn thing for a month before moving on to treating me like shit again. You’re not gonna see me alive much long GODDAMMIT! I am sick of fucking life and the motherfucking meaning of it!!! Zach: And you, you little fucking bitch. I really hope you trip over your shoelace on concrete and coincidentally split your head open, bastard. I would think that was hilarious. Your fucking skull would have a hole in it, possibly causing death or the state of vegetable, thus preventing you from doing the retarded acts that you do in school every day. I don’t give a shit if you think I suck cock, I don’t give a shit if you think I suck at sports and I don’t give a shit if you don’t fucking like me. So you can quit wasting your goddamn energy, motherfucker!