I trusted you with everything.. she was the first person i opened up too first person i told my story too. the first person i thought understood. I was stupid to trust her. I had a friend who i trusted with everything.. i let her in and took down my gaurd things havent been too good between us to do with the fact im seeing her friends ex boyfriend.. I havent been rubbing it in anybodies face i havent even caused problems but this friend has decided to tell my boyfriends ex exactly what happened too me.. Now this girl she has told hates me purly because i have what she wants.. they have made me and my past into a complete joke.. using facebook and formspring.. the things they say about me are unreal.. i would never have thought someone could be so curel. I wont put everything that was said. but this is what got me the worst "fucking ugly horse faced cum swapper, she should go get pregnant by her pappy again" As i said. i dont care about being called ugly or any of those names i can fight those easily but having someone say that about me.. was a kick in the stomach and has put me straight back to where i was. back to where i had fought to get out of.. im back to that insecure scared little girl i have my past racing through my head over and over and over its a continous nightmare replying again. Right now i dont know what to do. or what my next move should be. i promised never to let them get to me.. i promised never to let them win. but right now.. ive forgotton exactly who i am..