Hi. I am writing this to try to take my mind off of such sad feelings I'm having at the moment. Today, my little sister missed her bus home and called for a ride home. I had a migraine and my mom asked to go pick her up. I said not this (i have picked her up all week). Then my mom said that I never do anything; which made me feel sick to my inner core. I do almost all the cleaning in the house. I do the dishes, sweep and wash the floor, clean the litter box, bring down the laundry and garbages, and do the laundry. I feel like that I shouldn't bother doing anything now and show her what the house would look like if I wasn't there. I feel so unwanted, used, and just not accepted in my family home. I really want to move out but have no money for rent. I used to cut myself, and really have the urge to do so now. What should I do?