just wanted to let everyone know whats going on. I have met a wonderful woman,i spent 7hrs on the phone with her. she is 5yrs younger than me and everything i could ever want in a woman,but i'm scared that my depression and my previous suicide attempt in addition to the fact that i really have nothing to offer her except my love will doom it to failure. She has said that she doesn't care about money or material things but i takes money to live and to grow a relationship doesn't it? Only thing is if i had her it would take away all my fear and depression and i know i wouldn't have to think about suicide anymore. so maybe i should go ahead and kill myself instead of drawing this great wonderful woman into a life of nothing and poverty. God why can't i just have love and happiness? i want her so bad..but theres another kicker, she is the virtual twin of my ex,i don't know if i unconscionably did that or if its just fate.