Finally, instead of breaking it, instead you shatter my heart. One clean blow. It's mercy I guess, that you've finally torn me apart. Burst asunder. You've gifted me purpose, a conclusion, one final task. It's finally time. I keep it locked away inside my mind, behind my mask. Keep it safe. My mind turns from pain to the means to the end. My only hope. I research again, make sure there is no need amend. Right first time. I shut my eyes, learn to fix things in the shadow of night. Follow the words. They say thirteen loops is merciful, so I get it right. Repeat the process. It's almost like i'm preparing for a picnic, find the place. A perfect view. A drink to celebrate, a paper, a pen, a mask to hide my face. I'm nobody. A simple statement to share with the world what i've been taught. Life's a bitch. And the centerpiece of course, not worth a mention. Wont bend the rules. I sit here in the darkness filled with apprehension. Full of fear. I'm ready now to take that final step into the abyss. I'm too cold. And finally leave this world from which I wont be missed. Goodbye. ------------------------- I know it's not good. Just... needed to say something.