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Im seemingly not able to find that happyness im searching or longing for...
I ceep writing my thaught here, many of which i did not write here and i also should write some happy ones again but ... even tho i aced my exam, got a grate grade and am now only half a year away of getting the full official work degree, i just can't find that happyness you should feel after achieving something... and the worst is... i never do. Maby after drawing a picture i do... but other then that and my pictures. i never in rl feel as if i achieved anything. Maby because i don't have that community that claps you on the back telling you "nicly done" or whatever. but..... i feel..... i don't know... empty..................................... as if it just doesnt matter at all.... and it never stops..................................................................................................
Im seemingly not able to find that happyness im searching or longing for...
I ceep writing my thaught here, many of which i did not write here and i also should write some happy ones again but ... even tho i aced my exam, got a grate grade and am now only half a year away of getting the full official work degree, i just can't find that happyness you should feel after achieving something... and the worst is... i never do. Maby after drawing a picture i do... but other then that and my pictures. i never in rl feel as if i achieved anything. Maby because i don't have that community that claps you on the back telling you "nicly done" or whatever. but..... i feel..... i don't know... empty..................................... as if it just doesnt matter at all.... and it never stops..................................................................................................