so my girlfriend and i got a place. then she turned into a very negitive person. then she wanted to go home. wasent freeking happy. i did everything i could to make the apartment a nice place. she dident ahve to do anything. now shes back at home. were still together. im so fucking lonely here. i go through spounts of anger and hate. i randomly loose my temper over a game or that i cant open a jar. im tired all the time yet cant sleep. I try telling her how i feel. atempt to put into words. nothing. i feel used. i feel abused. i fucking hate people. hate life. hate my apartment. im so lonely. i try to find solice in cartoons. i call family. i call friends. nothing. i cry at night for no reason. whats wrong with me