A depression.. I can't explain it.. But i think it will always follow you. Not if your around people then u have another face..but when you are alone, just being inner in your self.. nothin around that can interupt you and just a feeling of nothing inside just being a useless piece of shit laying on the couch. You all don't know what happends and stuff but i already saw too much of the world that i don't wanna see.. I tryed to talk with people about my depression but i think they just ignored it or they just think he will be fine cause he can already talk bout it's life his troubles he had and stuff..but it isn't it keeps following me.. it will always return and i don't know how to stop it. I think it's impossible..It's easy to talk bout it..but it hurts like hell inside. But no one sees it.