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Just a way to prove I am truely alone.

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by HomerSimpson, Jul 31, 2008.

  1. HomerSimpson

    HomerSimpson Well-Known Member

    I was thinking about next week just turning the cell phone off for the entire week, and turning it back on at the end, and I gurantee no one will have called saying "hey we miss you", "are you okay", "where you been". I gurantee I will have nothing. To me death would be easier compared to all the suffering I am going through each second of my life.
  2. Anime-Zodiac

    Anime-Zodiac Well-Known Member

    Why do you think that no one would care or be concerned.
  3. odnox

    odnox Well-Known Member

    I could do the same and have the same result. But there are 2 reasons for that for me.

    1) Not hearing from me IS the norm, so no one would worry.
    2) There just aren't that many people in my social network, so few could worry.

    Are these the same for you?

    I have found that when I'm feeling lonely, if I contact anyone I know they almost always have a few minutes to talk and that always makes me feel better. It stinks that they don't contact me first more often but for them their social networks are huge, so they have lots of people to keep them from feeling lonely. But if I'm feeling lonely I can feel bad that no one contacts me or I can contact them. I think if I did things to improve those 2 reasons above I'd probably feel less lonely.

    How about you? Sound familiar?
  4. mordelta

    mordelta Member

    I am all alone. I've never even owned a cell phone. What is the point of living? Damn, I suck! I hate myself! As long as I'm living, I will suffer! I should not have been born! Me being born was a MISTAKE, and I'm being punished EVERY SECOND for being born!

    You got that right, death would be much easier than the suffering of life. Why do I have to suffer? Why me? When I'm dead, I'll look back at my life and think, "My life was all a bunch of unnecessary suffering! Stupid life!"