Last Friday my family held an intervention. Like always I didn't completely open up about how I felt and for a long time, I wonder why! The answer came as a shock. I don't want to give them the illusion that I can be savedhmy: I have no future. I have no friends. All I had left was school and Im failling my classes. My life is over. My sister said "you still have us" and I didn't dare to answer that it wasn't enough. What scares me now is that I think about suicide calmly, objectively. The only solution left to my problems.