Fairly certain anyone i used to know here isn't here or doesn't remember me...a casualty of the rapidly cycling nature of this place I guess. To be fair, I can't believe I'm back here...and I don't know that I want anything from here. I've been around enough to know now that this doesn't get better...you just exist until you can't anymore. then you do something about it. and hard to believe i'm back to where i was 2 years ago when i was lightyears away from where i am now, but in the same position. ready to give up. overwhelmed and without a soul to talk to.