Hi everyone. I am sick of living. I think I have a great life, compared with most people around here. I have great family, friends, girlfriend... I am just not happy, and I think I have lived enough, nothing in my life will change my thoughts. Well, I have been thinking about this for about 2 or 3 years. Everyday I wonder how good is to be dead. I love to sleep, because I am temporary dead. I planned to kill myself on next 11 April, cause that's my birthday and I think it's very ironic to do that. I don't know how yet, but I wanted to gun headshot myself. I only need your help to know which guns are good for suicide, price, or even, opinions of other painless ways to suicide.