Hi everyone, Well for some reason i feel down today, i know i feel down because i'm bi-polar not because anything in my life is going wrong. I feel really depressed for nothing and i simply dont know what to do. I just want to lay under my work desk and cry until tomorrow but for no reason ... and no i'm not PMS'ing ... i'm a guy. I've put all those suicidal thoughts behind me for good but i cant avoid those out of the blue downing sessions that still occur once in a while. i'm so tired... but i'm still here.